well,didn't go for global day of prayer in the end. didn't go church in the morning,cause too tired. and i am seriously,regretting it. :/ anw,stayed home till 6 plus. headed to some restaurant before tuas checkpoint at raffles country club. cool,nice food. went there to celebrate grandfather's birthday! (: reached home around 9 plus.

madness yo. o's chinese tomorrow. i still cannot believe it's O'S CHINESE,and somemore it's just TOMORROW. but just gonna give my best and nothing else. and defintely,my best given out all for God. (: no idea where to go tomorrow after paper. siannn. wish me luck people. haha. gooodnight.

patience.
stayed home the whole day today. dota is really not my kind of game. haha. anw,alvin post this video in facebook. some japan floorball player post it up in youtube. it was about this jap player,whose the airhooker for the team,airhook and scored against us and india. haha. the against india that airhook goalnicer. i am the one whose chasing after the guy,slightly behind him.





i wanna runaway.
what a tiring day today is. more of a physically tiring though. wanted to like sleep throughout all the lessons. but guess what,i didn't managed to sleep for 15 mins. assembly had some SAF band coming to play for us. the guy who was mainly talking,is GAY. haha. anw,had chinese remedial at ava room. combined class with sec four express. managed to slept for half an hour during chinese. but was still very tired. and finally last day of term 2. market for lunch after that with jerome. terence joined us halfway. headed home with jerome after that. left house around 5.30. went to meet up with sirbest,spencer,abby and her friend at amk. was a really super late movie outing. they only decided during afternoon assembly. cling,michelle and kenneth came afterwards. watched night at the museum 2! woohoo. super hilarious show. the threate was freezing cold though,but somehow i was like immune to the coldness. went to s11 after for dinner and trained home with sirbest and abby.

i wanted to sleep. but thought that tomorrow's could be a rest and study day. and it's been long i caught a movie. so yeah,why not. ohya,i was stung by some stupid insect at s11 just now. got stung twice somemore. and it's like kanna stung by bee,but it's some giant ant looking like,just that it's black in colour. weird. but got the sore and swollen feeling. anw,jon and i plan to go chompchomp with the usuals for dinner only. since it's like so-called exam period,afternoon can study. night go have dinner. haha. global day of prayer on sunday! it's held at sirbest church at expo. youth service is 3. hmmm,i not sure going a not! but i guess it will be fun! (: rahhhhh. anw,i am going to download dota tomorrow. but sure i won't get addicted like the rest. who is defintely hardcore playing dota now. -.- okay,i think i need to sleep soon.

laid down.
woo. manu lost 2-0 to barcelona. what a match is was for barca. seriously. manu was totally outplayed. haha. anw,slept for like 2 hours before the match,then gary,jerome,mengchao,victor,weiyank came over. haha. after match,slept for 45 mins. everybody all dieing already. haha. left his house for school around 6.55. haha. was quite awake till chinese. think the coke kept me awake! lessons were random. haha. mdm loo news. super shocking! hahaha. anw,after school,kick soccer till 3. went for the short interview,with this sec one or two girl assigned by miss choi. okay,the interview like standard one. all the questions more or less,i predicted it. after that,went to market with the whole usual group. eat until 4.15 and headed home. guess what,they all went home to play DOTA.-.- and i am going to get thumbdrive from jerome. and make myself get addicted. if not the whole holidays will be very boring. left home around 6,headed to combined schools trg. 12 people turned up only today. super bored. and somemore at bukit merah. freaking FAR! trg was shit. was feeling very tired throughout. plus pumpings today were free like that,keep doing. crunches too. now both my arms are freaking painnn. trg ended around 9. waited outside for mum and dad to fetch me and naz home. slept on the way back. too tired already. reached home at 9.50.

rahhhhhhh. i cannot find a picture of myself playing floorball. picture needed for the interview. siannn. okay,i think i am going to die in 5 mins time. my eyes are 3/4 close while i am typing this. that's prove how much damage i took from last night soccer. goodnight. and sirbest birthday tomorrow! (:

wait a while,one month will fly past.
at wilson house now! with zhengquan. later gary they all coming! (: watching manu vs barca later! school been normal today. went home after eating at market today. the rest of them are going back to their dota habit again! sian. everytime near holiday,then all become like that. anw,tution was quite good. at least better than last week's. tomorrow got combined schools trg at bukit merah. freaking far!!! and the worst is,have to take miss choi that interview. rahhh. so super don't look forward to it. alright,i think i will blog more tomorrow when i am home! shall go sleep already! waking up at 2.30!

if only. don't wait.
maybe it's time i face reality,and know that i am still facing the chance that would not be given.
and it's time to change,change for the better. cause the future lies ahead,nobody knows.
some waits will not happen,but some wait is worth it. but for now,just look ahead,maybe this wait will just be a past and i hope it will slowly fade away.
been long since i left school so early. haha. english paper today. well,to me i feel that is alright. compo was quite a struggle. speech,i don't know man. i got doubts on that. paper 2,was at least much better. but i know the results that's gonna come out,won't be too much of a happy sight. anw,went to market to eat after that with the whole big group of us. went to orchard with jerome,jianyi and glenden. went to look and get some stuffs. went city hall too. headed home around 4.30. (: finally,been to town after so long. not much changes after all. haha. but feels good to go there. didn't go run in the end. chongling didn't go,so change to khatib stadium. but read the newspaper 30 mins before meeting time and realise that khatib stadium got sleague match,so didn't went to run. postpone to friday,hope should be no problem!

tomorrow,don't really look forward to it. tution,poa homework must hand in,chinese timed test must hand in. but at night going to wilson's house to stayover! to watch soccer! manu vs barcelona! wooo. oh yeah,miss choi said wanted to interview me,russel and the basketball team. cause of our sports committment for the school and country. and the interviews would be put on the chinese newspaper. kind of regret that to go and accept it,hope that miss choi would take my name out tomorrow. really hate interviews. :/ and defintely no way,am i seeing myself on chinese newspaper. can't wait for thursday trg. been really motivated to play some floorball as a center now!!! can't wait. okay,time to sleep. been sleeping too late this few days.

it won't matter anymore.
today's paper was rather normal. the source based was quite okay,but i went to stupidly sleep halfway during the paper,and didn't have enough time to finish. hope i can hit double digits in my marks. and essay question wasn't that easy either. 45 mins break after paper. and continue with lessons. after school,went market to eat with a whole bunch of people. went back to school to kick with the usual soccer mates. (: kicked till 4 plus and headed home.

yes. tomorrow after english paper can go already! woohoo. should be going to town to get some stuffs(will reveal soon). and maybe watch movie. and run with sirbest and maybe chongling at night. alright man. what a day. but wednesday onwards,would be back to normal routine again. but i am so glad that june holidays is just next week. but the very next monday,there's o level chinese. :/ rahhh. hope everything will be okay lah! alright,shall go sleep soon! slept very late last night! haha. oh yeah,i lost my ez-link card :/ sian. but i think i dropped it on the floor after leaving the exam hall today. mannn. hope it will be there,so don't need go replace one. super troublesome.

leave it as it is. and pretend nothing happen. maybe that's the best remedy.
AHHH. HATE SS. nothing can go in my headdd. dang.
it seems that all the anger of venting. all the wanting to put everything i have been bearing with,to put all in the match seems to be not there yesterday. but i found myself playing with my heart and soul against innebandy. and it turn out,excellent. and a definite thing is,i got my motivation back to play hard and play well! (: i must say most of the team played well. although line 2 wasn't playing well in the 1st and 2nd second period. but they get their acts back and played well in the third period. doesn't matter we lost 16-3. but we work hard and pushed them throughout the whole game. yeah. (: anw,met naz at yishun bus stop yesterday. took 969 down to tampines. coach was late,so means we were just on time. phew. haha. match started late. after match,team talk. bathed and changed and headed to banquet with augustine,naz,puvin,mr shashi,karhoe,zul,brian and dinesh. went back to watch the 2pm match with naz,karhoe and zul. mr shashi was playing. he freaking good man! all the balls he catch. haha. headed home after the 2nd period.

today,woke up late. and reached church late with jerome. sermon was great today. talked about when God does not make sense. the elder who preached was funny. haha. after service,headed to market for breakfast and homed. went to cut hair in the afternoon. i know i just cut like 2 weeks back,and now cut again. but no choice lah,miss zhang say my hair's long. and need to cut,if not cannot take exams.-.-

anw,got the message from sonia to go for the DSA trials at temasek jc on june 2. shall go and take a look only. haha,but defintely 99% would be going for NYP! (: haha. naz and puvin going there also. and if i take the DPA route,i might have a chance to play with andrew and bob in the upcoming ivp in january! which means i am playing four years of ivp! woohoo. shiok. anw,next week no game. the following week game is against RP salibandy. must win game man. okay,now for the negative news. yup,ss prelims tomorrow. how fast. but i have no confidence to do well for ss. i have already given up in combined humans. so yup. i can't wait for tuesday prelims to be over. after prelims,might be going to catch a movie if not going to get some stuffs! and also,running and jogging also on tuesday! how fun would it be!!! i better continue to study.

God is good,
His love for us endures forever.

one wish,
the 500th post of this blog. haha. cool isn't it. not a everyday thing to reach 500 posts. (: super tiring day today. seriously,FREAKING TIRED. it's like you really want to fall asleep,but you can't. and seriously hate it. lessons were rather fast passing. afternoon assembly was great. some guy sang you raise me up,quite nice eh. after school,didn't went for chinese timed test. didn't know about it till before school ends. one bunch of us didn't went. haha. went to kick soccer instead. kick till 4. then miss choi caught us. super sian. she called my parents,cause got tution so couldn't do on the spot. but my tution was in the evening,so like kind of lie to her. haha. went to market to eat lunch after that,with the whole group. jianyi's mum fetched me,glenden,mengchao,terence to bishan mrt. headed to tution after that. i just hate graphs. and graphs sucks very badly. the only topic i will ever hate in maths. tution sucks too. shalln't mention. trained home after that. lousy and sucky day.

tomorrow game. i feel like venting all the anger in tomorrow's game. all the angry stuffs,all the super sucks stuffs,everything that just negative,everything i have been keeping in my heart,to myself,i really want to vent it in the game. rahhh. i shall just continue reading the storybook. just make me feel like i am in another world. but the good thing is that,today is friday. i can rest,FINALLY.

don't fade away.

another one of those messages would be good.
how fast could this night be. on the bus back just now,i was like closing my eyes when the bus was going through the expressway and it's like i thought 5 mins have passed,but the moment i woke up,i had already reached khatib. anw,today was rather quick. lessons just zoomed past. getting back those tests and doing those works that the teacher assigned,every moment just zoomed past. but it's getting hotter and hotter everyday. i just only walk over to the other class which is just opposite,i can already pespire. ss retest was kind of open book for those who came early. cause no teacherr,as mdm loo need to go for meeting. woo. bio test was rather easy. but i can't say i would get good results,probably a pass. (: after retest,went market for lunch. went back school library to use the comp and left school with jerome. headed to khatib to take 39 down to east view secondary. okay,i kind of dropped down at the wrong stop. so had to take another bus. and i walked one big round before reaching the main gate. wahhh,totally sucks. but i was really lucky,cause 39 didn't stop in front the school,it stops two stops before the school. haha. thank God(: trg was quite alright. i am seriously losing my touch. the way i played just now,was shit. but after trg,had a small chat with amirul,aidil and zul. i think what they said make sense. for now,i shouldn't play for the team,i should actually play for myself. get back my touch,and do what i do best in the team. taking shots and score more goals. guess there will be a lot of thinking for me tomorrow. took bus out to take 39 back to khatib. it was the longest journey i ever felt back home. i don't know why,but it felt like the longest journey. trained home from khatib after that. reached home around 10.50.

ss homework given today,must hand up tomorrow. okay,no way will i do now. too tired to do anything. tution tomorrow. postpone it to tomorrow,cause of the run yesterday. this weekend will the most boring weekend. after game with innebandy on saturday morning,heading home. sunday,church and homed. so it will be like pure mugging. but you know,i can't mugged for long. how i wish maths,was on monday or tuesday too. at least,i can just keep on practice and time will pass fast. ahhhh,i am spouting nonsense already,shall go sleep.

let me see,Your face.
forever i will see You,
cause all You are,
cause all i want,always.
draw me close,in Your arms.
Oh God,i wanna be with You.

when i see everything,it just.
a great day today i guess. lessons and test seems to be all alright to me. and i am showing improvements in tests. and i actually feel that i am starting to understand more and more stuffs. even though i didn't study much. but a good start. (: after remedial,we supported albert! he was playing tennis with his juniors! and he played well. our no.1 tennis player okay! haha. went market for lunch after that. went back and kick soccer till 5.45. halfway through,mr yeo wanted me to get better score for standing broad jump,which is above 210. but i don't know how,my first attempt was already 223,when i even get 195 i think in the previous standing broad jump! haha. thank God(: went to yio chu kang stadium with sirbest,kenneth and chongling. went to have a jog and run. haha. saw clement ng there! it was really great after running,feel very relaxed and refreshed. so me and sirbest have decided. we are going to run at least twice or thrice a week. shiok to the max! (: trained home with sirbest after running.
yesterday was normal. lessons were rather boring. anne lua as your english relieved teacher=sleep like siao. and mr lau and miss zhang split classes to teach. cause 5B/C too big a class to teach. was supposed to be in mr lau class. but in the end,too many people wanted to be in mr lau's class,so decided to go to miss zhang class instead. went market for lunch after school,and headed back for maths timed test. paper was quite easy, but hope that my results will be quite alright. after maths,was supposed to complete napfa. was left with sit-up. but i cheated without doing it,by telling mr yeo i did 50! okay,i know cheating's no good. but left only one station,so totally no point doing it. went to floorball trg after that. trained with the juniors passing,drills,dribbling,games. was slack. and managed to get some shots taken. headed home after that.

siannn. tomorrow got ss re-test during our character first lessons. and also got bio class test on ecology. and also got english remedial. super boring. but at least,having trg at night with combined schools. so hope it will be a good one! (: looking forward to the innebandy game,buttttt. i hope i won't play badly or lose that interest in playing again. alright,i shall go study now! 5/6 days more to prelims. wooo.

glory to God.

i am losing it.
okay,i know it's kind of lame to post something that happen around 1 month plus ago. but yeah! shall blog about my korea trip. don't know why,just had the feeling to. and i can't remember everything,so i will try my best to state everything. (:

DAY ONE!
gathered at changi airport. waited for a while,took our boarding pass and a group photo! :D checked in and say our goodbyes to our families and mr shashi. (: took cathay plane over to hongkong,after that changed over(transit) to plane to korea. but had a one hour break for us to have our lunch. hongkong food,yumyum! boarded plane to korea,reached korea,the usual checkout proceedings and headed over to board our bus. the moment we stepped outside,it was nighttime already. and were were freezing like crazy. everybody in fact. jackets were all over both the guys and ladies team. bus ride was around 2 hours,till reach pyeong taek,the city we were supposed to have our competition. reached hotel around 9.40(which is one hour faster than singapore time). check in to the hotel,waited for 45 mins,before entering our hotel. shiok sia. bunked with suraj. (: had our super late dinner. bought pizza hut takeaway nearby. dinner was in hotel room. gotta sleep early as we had morning run with ladies team the next morning. slept around 12 plus 1 like that.

DAY TWO!
woke up around 7.15. as we need to gather at hotel entrance at 8. was the earliest in fact! we thought they left already. haha. jogged around for one boring big round around this few blocks. quite cool actually,pity didn't bring along camera! haha. went to buy cereal and milk for our breakfast at some nearby family mart. headed back to hotel for breakfast,gathered again around 12.30. went over to the floorball court for our trg. getting used to the court and the climate and short breathness and stuffs like that. and defintely,it was really cool to play! and it's hard to breathe in fact. like seriously. you run for 5-10 steps,you can die of short breathness already. freaking hard to breathe. after trg,watched the ladies team train for a while. took a bus down to some nearby place to have our late lunch. (: after that,went back to the hotel. the lunch was the worst lunch i ever had. it had digusting gross seafood inside. fish intestines,one whole big squid and octopus. yucks. and somemore stuffs inside. i just made myself eat the rice. so reached hotel,then went to buy pizza again. cause it was just beside our hotel. had team talk. then we decided to go shopping,near to our hotel. so we won't get lost. haha. bought some stuffs. dinner was pizza again,but didn't eat much,as we were quite full. and we actually kind of notice that we are staying near the red light districts! opening match the next day against india. 10am! haha. brian came over to my room,as suraj headed over to brian's room to play psp with alvin! lol. and we were actually staying the same hotel with the korea team! yeahhh!

DAY THREE!
woohoo. woke up around 7.30. gotta gather by 8. took bus down to the floorball court for the first match. super anxious for us. ate our breakfast in the preparation room. was ready for the match around 9.30. sang the national anthem! woohoo. the feeling was shiok. it's like dream come true. name was in starting line-up! woo. even more happy. and off we went. first goal scored by huan. yay! scored 7 goals and assisted 1 in this match! won them 31-0. was the best player for the match! :D after match,went to another restaurant for dinner. it's like buffet. but the food sucks. seriously. and we thought it was nice,so we took a lot,but turn out to be..... haha. anw,after lunch,went to hotel to have our rest. team talk and reviewed on our game. after that,had our own dinner again. certainly pizza again! haha. slept late that night,brian came over again. huan too.

DAY FOUR!
woke up early. no choice,was told that we had to go watch the ladies match and support them. yeah. they were actually losing to japan. left around the third period. went back to the buffet restaurant again for lunch. after lunch,went back to hotel to go get ready our stuffs. left the hotel around 5,boarded team bus over to floorball arena. match against australia. wooohooo. we were all in for a surprise. certainly,their experience was just too good for us to take on them. but it was great exposure. we lose 18-1. yeah,got thrashed. shawn was the best player for the match,with his only goal. went to the buffet restaurant for dinner. headed back to hotel after that. used mr siva's laptop to catch up with things in singapore. (: slept late that night.

DAY FIVE!
have to woke up at 8 again. match was at 11. and we need to be there at 9. super tiring. and due to the fatigue which caused by our last night game with australia,everybody was lethargic. and we had to versus a more stronger,faster japan. and yes,the fatigue did damaged on us. we were killed off by them. 26-0. but i am surprised that i was the best player for the match! and i didn't realise that it was the japan coach who actually choose me for the best player. cause it's like your coach will choose the best player of our opponents,and vice-versa. but i thought azmeer totally derserve it. he did well to save a lot of shots. if not i think we would had conceded more. went back hotel to changed and bathed. went to the macdonald for lunch this time! woohoo. it was like finally back to civilization! after lunch,went back hotel to have our rest. had team talk again. dinner was at the buffet restaurant. but didn't go,cause suraj was sick. so decided to stay in the hotel to accompany him. as i wasn't hungry either. mr sani(president of sfa),spoke to us. it was quite a funny talk. haha. slept early that day.

DAY SIX!
woke up around 9. gathered at lobby at 10. went sight-seeing! (: haha. the place infested with flies. lol. and shopping next! shiok. bought a adidas bag after 3 hours of walking around. bought some soverniors too. but seriously,there's nothing there to buy also! the shops prices are like singapore's. so yeah. had lunch at macdonald again. cause we supposed our muslim friends can only eat those things there. after that,went back hotel to get our stuffs. headed to play against singapore's neighbors,malaysia. haha. super stupid. shall not comment. we defintely can beat them. but due to some things happen in the team and during the match,we lost 9-5. faris was awarded the best player for his two goals performance. everybody mood was bad. had dinner at buffet restaurant again. headed back to hotel to rest. had a super early team talk the next morning. so slept early. (:

DAY SEVEN!
woke up at 7.30 for team talk. it was at 8. we slowly talked things out about the things happened on day six. yup. everything was cleared and it was better after the whole thing. went to macdonald for our lunch. some stuffs cropped up,so we had no choice but to eat macs again. left for game after that. woohoo. last game against host country korea! we played well. to at least hold them 8-2. for them being such a physical team. and defintely this was the best game we played in the whole tournament. (: best player for the game was augustine. and that sums up his performance as a captain for the whole tournament. changed and had closing ceremony! cool to max! haha. none of us got to the all-start team. think it's only for the top three teams. we finished 5th out of the 6 countries participating. we were alright and happy with the results. (: managed to exchanged my red polo tee for an australian team jacket! (: haha. but the biggest winner is augustine! he got a japan player full-set,jersey shorts even socks!!! wth. super good lah. after everything end,went back hotel to changed. was ready for our last dinner at korea. ate at some nearby pizza shop,cheaper this time. haha. (: after that,had team talk! and then we had a team gathering,talking our doubts about the team. the team gathering was without the coaches. so yeah. (: didn't sleep that night,packed our stuffs and a small group of us talked. haha.

DAY EIGHT!
board the bus at 4.30am. headed to airport! and we are on our way home. check in and went to eat first,before heading over hongkong. bought some stuffs at muji. and boarded plane back to singapore!!! bought perfumes for my mum,jerome(birthday present) and myself at changi airport. and our families were all waiting for us at the arriving hall. and there it goes,the wonderful korea trip. :D
today was just like any other day. lessons were all more or less test here test there. freaking bored. luckily,thanks for the napfa test tomorrow,our ss retest tomorrow and wednesday has been canceled. shiok man! replace by bringing home and timed ourselves to do. but you know i am sure refering to my notes. no doubt. combined humans=sure flunked. but anw,mr lau is back! haha. so cool lah. miss zhang will be teaching 5A,while mr lau will be teaching 5B/C. geog cannot be sleeping lessons anymore. tomorrow still have two periods. wahhh. but at least,mr lau can motivate us to do something. haha,not that miss zhang couldn't,but i just prefer mr lau. he gives us that incentive of doing our work. don't know why. haha. had a short remedial after school today with mr lau. revised map reading and natural vegetation. after that,headed to sumo house at amk with jerome,wanhao,victor,mengchao,jon and tzewei. went to hub to walk around in search of ___ ______. haha. shall not reveal anything. and manu jerseys plus letterings and numberings only 88.80! wahlau,freaking cheap for a jersey. but haha,i am going to get juventus next season's jersey. freaking nice!!! giovinco will be the player's name on my jersey. yeah. wanhao,gary and jon might be getting the manu ones. haha. headed home around 5. (:

mannn,mr yeo wants me to get gold for my napfa. a bit crazy lah. my pull-up sucks. shuttle run sucks. standing broad jump sucks. okay,that kind of sums it all. the rest of the stations ain't that good either. i hate napfa sometimes. i hardly get gold for it. only once or twice. so i hope i don't need to keep on retaking till my napfa gets gold. silver will be good enough. school trg tml. should be going to train my shots all this for after napfa. need to improve already,if not this week game against innebandy will be a total crap for me. don't wanna get benched again. okay,i am going to take a nap now,been real tired today for no reason.

hate it or love it,you still gotta go on.
practically stoned at home today. couldn't do my homework at all. tved,facebook games,sleep. i know,prelims like one week away,still so slack. i seriously don't know what's wrong with me lah. cannot stop slacking or playing away. but two or three weeks more to june holidays,so hope it will be better. and what more is the next coming weeks before june holidays,there is nothing amusing for me to look forward too. but after and during june holidays,got friendlies got FOP birthday:D last sept holidays graduation day prom night!!! and end of o's! woohoo. but for now,exams and hardcore study. SIAN.

dreading,
thought it would be good game,turn out it was really sucky. wanted to at least win them. but turn out wasn't that easy. they weren't that strong,but yet,we still lose. yup,lost to nhac tre 10-4. i seriously played like shit. played first period,a bit of second period,and got benched for the third period. sucks seriously. got once,i even hope that nhac tre would just score instead of we score. i just don't know why. and i guess the the first and second period,gotta blamed me. i pulled my line-mates down. causing them not to play. even when my own team scored,i just don't feel like leaving the bench and celebrate with them. i miss playing with jerome,gary,victor,aaron and jootat and also the rest of P9. like how we just keep passing around and score. but i just can't do that in combined schools. simply just can't. i think i am losing the touch of playing floorball,really. ahhhh. okay,enough of that. after match,bathed and sonia approached me. guess what. she wants me to play for temasek jc under her. she approached some of the guys in combined schools too. mannn. i serously don't know. cause there's free scholarship. like the school might be paying all my expenses there,MAYBE only. like wow,seriously shiok. don't even need pay school fees or pay the amount you pay in secondary school and can play floorball. but i got no interest in jc now. probably 1 month ago,talking about free scholarship,i might want. but maybe not now. nyp is in my minddd! after talking to her,took cab and cabbed down to jon's house. met gary,jerome,wanhao and mengchao at his house downstairs the coffee shop. cause jon wasn't home yet. went up to his house after eating dinner. congrats to manu being champions! :D HAHA. play xbox,use comp all the way till 11.50! gary left earlier. wah,guitar hero freaking funny game!!! crapped as usual. took 88 to amk station with jerome and trained home.

well today,just wasn't a great day. just hope next week game will be a good one,even though we are playing the defending champions. yes,innebandy. seems like going out to town or random going out,will stop for a moment. prelims are closing in,holidays seems to be normal school days. and the killer,o's. just really wish DPA is a success. cause i really need it badly. for now,life sucks. but i am depending it all on God. cause i live for Him. and no one can help us,but only Him.
game for P9 next week with argonnauts is canceled. cause can only morning. but still maybe the rest of them might be playing,but got innebandy game in the morning,next sat. so guess have to give it a miss. i am going to sleep,church tomorrow.

no mood for anything now.
well. had a wonderful day yesterday night! school was indeed boring. poa test was real difficult,cause i didn't study for it. but anw,the night was indeed a great one. met up with most of them at amk and headed down to seoul garden just outside marina square. expensive!!! haha. the good was just alright. will eat until real sian. a few of us headed to play pool and snooker after that. the rest continue to eat. was real fun! haha. the rest who was still eating when we left,joined us after a while. played till 10.40 and some of us went to get the cake for shaun. tariq,jasper,daryl and one more left early. the rest of them headed to memorial park. we bought a slice of cheesecake,cause it was planned to smashed his face! haha. was too late to get a whole cake to smash his face. but one was just good enough! hahaha. he chased us after he got smashed by mengchao. i got it toooo. but by glenden!!! haha. it was really fun. headed home after that. reached home around 12 plus. (:
didn't went out today in the end. all of us were too tired. but got a game with nhac tre later! okay,i better get going! haven't packed my bag yet! blog more later! ohya! jon's house to see MANU LIFT THE PREMIERSHIP TITLE after match! :D

plenty of smiles from you is the best.
absolutely great that tomorrow will be the last day of the week! always looks forward to friday! cause sure enough,the next day i would be waking up after 10(except if there's something on,on saturday morning). and i can sleep late on friday night,and don't even care about homework for the next day,and just don't care about anythinggg! but for now,yes i do have to worry about my poa and ss homework. which are both totally undone. okay,sorry abby. i will do it later after this post. well,tomorrow evening onwards will be quite a fun and great day! haha. shaun's and tariq's birthday celebration. well,certainly a real fun thing! well,for shaun,just to tell you that you better be prepared!!! HAHA. though his birthday is on tuesday,tomorrow will be the first surprise he's gonna get from us! hehe. okay,tomorrow school will be boring. CONFIRM. poa timed test after school,though it's one hour,but it still sucks. i hate friday timed test,deprive our time of enjoying early leaving from school on fridays. can't wait for the weekends to come lah. it surely gonna be fun big time on saturday. okay,i better get going to be on my way to do homework nowww.

probably once more,
school been rather quiet this few days. probably due to exams. boring day today. everyday is just really boring. had tution at night. english timed test tomorrow afternoon. fun thing is,shaun's birthday celebration this friday even though his real birthday is on next tuesday! most probably seoul garden cause of our muslim friends. (: yayayay! gonna be so fun. hahahahahaha! hope shaun will like it mannn. match on saturday with nhac tre will be a good one for us. really want to challenge angmoh players. i have never challenge angmoh except the aussies. freaking giants. haha. this real bored. i think i shall head to sleep.

on a one-way train,
i know i shouldn't be blogging now,but i just seems to be super awake now. been telling myself to sleep since after i reach home till now,but i haven't slept one bit. and i have been watching tv since 8 till now. and poa homework due tomorrow undone,(which i pretty much,don't really care already) i think i will die lah. tution tomorrow and guess what. been so busy and lazy last week,i haven't even do a single piece of homwork yet. school has been as boring as ever. study seems to be the last thing on my mind now. freaking want to start my june holidays now. this sucks lahhh.

have you ever thought of staying?
soccer today. changed timing due to the rain in the morning. soccer today was rather slack for me. was kind of tired to play today. and everywhere is injury now to me! especially my knees. must thanks to yesterday match with the phsyical nus. sucks seriously. just really make you feel so much lazy to walk,cause of the pain. anw,went to eat dinner after that at amk hawker centre in central. reached home around 8.30.

saw the two mediacorp artiste wedding just now on channel 8. like super super grand man. all those stuffs can cost up to thousands,hundred thousands. mannn. haha. wanna try to have the feeling of being rich!!! shiok like siao. school tomorrow. one boring week coming up. shaun's birthday on wednesday! haha. june is coming in like 3 weeks time. freaking fast. and in four days time,we have already been through half of a month already. suddenly and randomly,i feel like travelling around the world. going to places that are so different than singapore,going to poor countries,going to rich countries. it will be really amazing. an eye-opener certainly.

life's like a roller coaster ride,there's up and there's always down.
life's like a bullet train,everyday pass by like nobody's business.
the world is certainly much more greater than this.

stick to it.
hai,as expected,lost our game against nus today. it's not that we couldn't match up with your skills,pace or anything. it's not that we are lousier and cannot win them. but we lose it out there without our hearts. really sucks. i thought for the first 10 mins,we were playing pretty well. till their physical comes in. mannn. alright,we lost to them 4-1. congrats on rizal scoring the only goal for us. (: but we played brilliantly in the third period. we really gave them something to fight for. super hate it,especially the few chances i had. totally flunked it. unlucky tooo. rahhh. alright,enough of the game. nhac for our next game,next saturday. no trg on thursday. wow. i wonder how are we gonna at least fight for a win against those giants from finland. real crazy. they are like 3 times my size,just that they are playing for the sake of playing. haha. their weakness. hoping for a miracle mannn.

anw,went church in the morning with shaun and mengchao. ate at market after that. headed home. went to cut hair and homed again. packed my stuffs,bathed,changed and headed to yishun to take 969 over to tampines sports hall. was supposed to meet naz,but was late. reach there on time,warm up and drills and match. after match,bathed and headed to banquet for dinner with the usuals. took 72 with puvin after dinner,alighted at hougang and change bus to 74. took till somewhere near jon's house. headed to his house to watch manu vs mancity. woo,2-0 to manu! :D congrats to jon on winning money. and also sorry to jon and wanhao for losing their bet on arsenal and chelsea match. jon bought total goals,3. but the match just ended,arsenal 1-4 chelsea. headed home around 11. reached home at 11.40.

tomorrow soccer at amk. this few days keep kicking soccer. a bit no life eh. lol. but english and ss prelims are coming! chinese o's are coming too! siannn. alright,really very tired already. need sleep like siao. goodnight!

feels like holding on,
enjoyed today. (: simply enjoyed. met up with gary,jerome,wanhao,mengchao,shaun and ivan at amk. trained down to queenstown. took 195 to ikea. ate our so-called lunch there! lol. hotdogs,ice-creams,curry puff,drinks. walked over to queensway. walked around queensway. was looking for the puma courtshoe. but didn't have the luck to find it. gary wanted to buy manu jersey,but didn't in the end. we bought the street soccer ball and left queensway around 6.45. took 100 over to vivo. headed to watch jon played his game at best denki. woah,he super pro with his friend. they like thrashing their opponents! lol. saw iman(i can't remember his name) there. haha. some floorball friend of mine. they played fifa street there for a while,before heading over to kfc at harbourfront centre for dinner. (: walked around vivo after that. trained home around 10.40. great company,great fun today. (:

tomorrow's game against nus nemesis. hmmm,i don't know why. but this game seems important to me. probably the first competitive game after i somehow managed to get back my interest. and also,coach for nyp playing for nus,hope he will see how i play tomorrow. *high hopes for tomorrow man* haha. but i hope,it won't be a disappointment tomorrow. really want to get back the form i had before i went korea. and also when in korea,against india,australia and japan,that kind of form and play. shots on target,fast passes,great runs and of course great goals. hope i will get that tomorrow. this game seems to be important for the last year combined schools players in this year's team. cause they almost win them last year,and i believe they want to really win them this year. so we are gonna give them a tough fight tomorrow afternoon! church in the morning,then maybe cut hair at chongpang before home then for game! and then jon's house for manu and mancity match! haha. another fun day ahead! alright,better get some sleep now. goodnight everyone.

never-ending goodbyes,
what a week it is. nothing special but i feel like,this week was really long. many things happen tooo. haha. yesterday,after school kick soccer till 5.15 like that and headed to combined schools trg. shouldn't have went! only like 6 or 7 of us there only. haha. but it was pure fun of game! left early,since so little people. mr shashi sent me,naz and puvin to toa payoh. headed home from there.
today,saw russel walking,so dad and mum fetched him to school tooo. school was rather short. my finger swollen during soccer and floorball on thursday. so couldn't write. so didn't take chinese timed test,maths class and timed test. shiok man. but did one and half hour of chinese oral practice with miss choi! siao. talk until i sian. haha. went to market eat and headed home. changed,use comp and headed out. went to meet one whole lot of them at j8. got like 16 of us! caught x-men,wolverine. was fun! (: haha. the show was quite alright. and made some sense to link to the x-men. anw,went over to some coffee shop near the interchange for dinner. psp there,talk a bit there. saw melody tooo. headed home around 10.40. (:
tomorrow going queesnway buy soccer ball with usuals! and going to support jon for his gaming at vivo. haha,goodluck bro! hope you win! :D haha. sunday game against nus nemesis! must win game. hope it will be a good one. alright,i need go sleep. tired like siao.

let there be love.

and dakota by stereophonics is a freaking nice song,quite old already. but really nice! everybody should go hear it! (:
kind of skipped school today. was having slight headache when wake up around 6 plus. but headache was gone when finally woke up around 11 plus. yeah. spent the whole afternoon,watching tv! okay,i know i know. i should be studying. but my limbs and brain just cannot coordinate to make myself study. and manu fans! wooo. certainly a day to celebrate for manu! what a victory over arsenal! 3-1!!! wooo. manu's going to rome! :D haha. alright,i think i will post somemore apac pictures later! keep on receiving this few days from naz and karhoe on facebook. haha! alright,rushing off tution now!

one minute will be enough to say everything on my mind.
woke up around one and half hour ago. well,did went to school today. but cameback halfway. during chem class,i was just trying to sleep a while. but the moment i woke up. head spinning like crazy. so decided to bear with it in chinese. but just couldn't take it anymore,so went to rest during poa. dad came and pick me up. went to see the doc and headed home to rest. wooo. slept all the way from 1 to 6! shiok sia. been really very long since i last slept for so long in the afternoon. alright,tomorrow having tution after school. guess i will sleep earlier tonight. can't afford to miss tution already. i can't wait for the long weekends ahead! cause we are going to watch wolverine on friday night. saturday,going to vivo(been ages since i been there) and support jon for his competition. some computer gaming competition. haha. sunday going his house to watch manu and maybe overnight till next morning then monday continue to kick soccer! wooo. what a weekend! haha. that's their plan for now.

really feel like going town and sentosa this few days. really been quite long since i last went. sentosa like going to one year already! town,hmmm. think for about a month plusplus. yeahhh. really feel like taking a break from books. even though i didn't really study much. think the workload and grades i need to get for term 2 has been really stressing me too much. suckiest year in school. so much worse than n's. i just want to know whether i could ever get the DPA results. if i really get it,i will feel so much relaxed lah. mannn.

shall go try and do some work. adieos amigos!

have you ever believe that there's one truth to every answer?
recently received and took photos!


receiving my best player shirt for the india match! :D



alright. we won pink flamingoes last night! total ownage. buttt we were actually trailing 2-1 to them in the first period. all underestimate our opponents,cause they are ladies. yeah. but i think the whole match as quite alright. played well,didn't score though! went to eat dinner at subway with gary and bob and took 969 to yishun and trained home.
today,woke up with the really want to sleep more mindset. i guess i shouldn't had read finish the book last night,which totally delayed my sleep till like 1.30! morning assembly started real late. heard from a lot of people that the school gate open till quite late today! surprisngly. lucky for those late-comers. haha. boring as usual. was feeling very very sleepy. bio test. geog timed test. bound to failed. no comments at all. headed to market for lunch after timed test with jerome,wanhao and mengchao. went home early today. finally a day to rest. didn't sleep though.

okay,this really sucks. i don't know why! whenever i see my primary school friends or those just graudated last year friends in poly or jc now,i really feel i am in there now toooo! it's like,i feel this year is totally a waste of my life. really regretting not studying hard enough in psle. if not i would be at poly or jc nowww! mannn. and whenever i think this,i just suddenly feel that what for studying now. the actual mood of wanting to study just disappear immediately. like really immediately. total no mood at all. sucks. okay,so sorry for ranting so much. but yeah,i can't wait for this year to end. and enter poly next year!!! i can't wait for july's direct poly admission interview! woo. then i won't need to study so hard for o's! 28 points! nypppp here i come mannn. and i just realise that,my primary school friend is indra sahdan classmate! wth. super shiok.

love it,hate it,i still have to finish this year. 28 points ain't tough. and i believe i can get at least 20 points and below! (:
alright,maths timed test tomorrow. i better do well for that. another can come home early day for me tomorrow. i guess i will! goodnight people. i need sleep like nobody else need.

maybe someday,i will change.
had a great day for the past two days. labour day was spent kicking soccer at amk. it was great fun with the great friends i had. had dinner at s11 and talked all the way till 10! it was really fun! hahaha. yesterday went amk lib to study(somehow i ended up reading storybooks with jonathan) with jerome,gary,mengchao,shaun,jonathan, after that,went jonathan house to play xbox. wanhao joined us. had dinner nearby and went back his house to watch middlesbrough vs manu! wooo. 2-0 to manu! yay. haha. stayed till 11 plus then headed home. went church just now. sermon was on obeying than sacrifice. really spoke to me a lot. pastor srimal also mention about we people disobeying Him by sinning. yup,it's really true. anw,dad got a free acer laptop from hiss boss. though it's freaking small in size,but at least i finally got a lappy! :D haha, friendly match later at 6.30 against pink flamingoes. woo. tomorrow timed test. sian. bio class test,geog timed test. wahlau,super boring. okay,i better go catch some sleep!

sound like one,but didn't came true.